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i share this to my cf only, ok, i tired especially we are be must tired. 

aku ga tau sampai mau ngomong apa lagi rasanya just i need a long time to feel peace and sleep as well. 

idk how to be adult is sleepy. if u want money, u must to be hard working person. HARD. 

i cried sometimes, how i can't deal with my problems or can't deal with myself especially. 

i just want to say i'm so sleepy as hell

then, pada akhirnya aku cuma bisa sembunyi dibalik kalimat. semua bakal baik baik aja selama kita lurus-lurus aja. kalimat yang lima tahun terakhir selalu menempel dikepala. 

we have money but cost yang harus kamu bayar jam tidur yang berantakan, makan jadi nanti aja, teman akhirnya jarang kumpul dan hilang.

i wish someday i have freedom of financial, be healthy and happy with my family Aamiin.